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And now for things that are harder to say

I will start with what comes easy

for I know

that we as people

We fall in love with each other

We do not fall in Love with a Gender

For the idea of Gender is the creation of men

and does not reflect the Truth

Each of our bodies are made to accommodate the love of either MALE or FEMALE

For all of the organs we use for Sex

We use for waste as well, there is Gender Equality

And from all we gain, either relief or pleasure

And we are at once Man and Woman

When it comes to sex

For when a man is penetrated, he derives pleasure from penetration

For there is pleasure in penetration

Climbing the mount to the Ultimate Climax

It may please, though one cannot routinely reach the summit

Again Gender

For there are men whom embody women and give off their scent

And to them, Man will have an even greater attraction

Than to her, cloaked in the female form

And they know not why

But it is fair to say that our opposite forms attract each other

And it is fair to say, there is good reason for this

And it is fair to say, that man and woman should procreate

But then these things have nothing to do with love and the joining of souls

To bring life into being is apart from these matters.

It is a favor for friends

for in each that is born

The soul of an old Love is reintroduced into this wonderful world

And this new reborn soul will live with or without LOVE and NURTURING

From them that bore them or sowed their seed

It is the initial sacrifice, to create and carry that was your debt

It is LOVE for humanity, culled from your trip to hell, that bends your heart to care for one entering

A cold world with no one at their side

But it is not fair

It is not just

to declare WHOM or WHAT

ONE must like or LOVE

These cannot extend in one direction and not another

For this world is full of variety

And just as a man may be drawn to a woman of Red Hair and Pale complexion

So he may be drawn to a woman of Jet

And so a woman may desire a man who be tall with dark features

She may also be drawn to one who is short and mild

And so a MAN may be drawn to a MAN

Who is unlike himself, whether he be soft or rough

And so a WOMAN may be drawn to a WOMAN

that is unlike her

But if they sought what they seek in the opposite sex

They very well may find them

Or they may NOT

It is just the world conspiring to have more

More of us

that it may marvel at our works

and one day tell the universe of this most BEAUTIFUL MOTHER

and RADIANT and watchful FATHER

And we will be CLOAKED

In GENDER RAIMENT

For it is a beautiful frock

And when removed

WE REVEAL OUR BEAUTIFUL STOCK

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Fidel sighs and sits up.  Marge gets up and grabs her purse, which is sitting next to the couch.

She fishes her cell phone out and answers it.

MARGE (on the phone)

Hey, John…  No after work me and Norma decided to get some coffee…  I’m actually in the bathroom…  I’ll be home in a couple of hours… Yes…  Do you want me to bring some food?  Okay… Yes… No… That’s a good idea, why don’t you rent one?

Fidel gets up from the couch and paces behind it, wrapped in his sheet.

MARGE (on the phone)

I don’t want to talk about that right now… You know how I feel…  I’ll be home in a little while… Okay… I said okay, I’ll talk to you later.

Marge hangs up the phone.

Scene II

Fidel is leaning against the back of the couch with his back to the audience.  Marge is sitting on the couch facing the audience.

Marge has her compact out and is inspecting her face.

MARGE

I have to go soon.

Fidel slumps a bit, crestfallen.

FIDEL

Yeah, I know.

MARGE

He’s home.  I don’t love him any more but I don’t want to hurt him.

FIDEL

Yeah.

MARGE

Come here, baby.  Come hold me.

Fidel steps over the back of the couch and sits down, Marge moves him with light physical suggestion so that he sits with his back to the arm and she gets between his legs and covers herself with his arms.

MARGE

I love you.

FIDEL

I love you.

MARGE

I love how you never say, I love you too.’  That’s such a cop, it sounds like a lie.

FIDEL

I have my own love for you that generates from my heart.  I didn’t have to learn to love you; I didn’t fall in love with you because you were in love with me.  I love you.

MARGE

I just have to go soon.

FIDEL

I understand.

MARGE

Ugh, oh my God.  We had a class together and I was away from home really for the first time.  John and I were cool, we used to see each other at all the parties.

Marge sighs and shakes her head.

MARGE

He wasn’t at… that party; I didn’t see him there.  I don’t think they were letting too many guys into that one anyway.  Maybe that’s why…

FIDEL

You don’t have to explain it to me, Marge.  You met him the way people meet, it’s okay.

MARGE

I just want to explain it, Cass.  Just let me tell it.

FIDEL

Okay, love.

We hear party SOUNDS, YELLING, LAUGHING.  We hear MUSIC, BASS and we hear FRATBOY CHEERING.

MARGE

Well it was after that party… After– after it happened, just the usual Frat Boy pranking, I guess.  After that I wasn’t even sure I wanted a guy to touch me anymore.  It wasn’t violent or anything just… something I could never have back, a feeling, a perception… Those kind of guys, those guys are such bastards.

Marge moves to wipe her eyes; Fidel squeezes her a little tighter and caresses her hair.

MARGE

John and I were doing a multimedia project together and just became friends.  He never really tried to put any moves on me or anything.  I started to get over things and go on dates.  It wasn’t really working out though; I couldn’t find that person and I could never figure out why.  There were drop dead gorgeous guys that really wanted to be with me, some older guys, some real cool guys.  Out of all of them though there was something missing.  Then one night John made a move… and I let him.  I think I figured that I would never find that one guy; I should just get back to reality and find a somebody.  I always thought I’d get over it… get over it, you know but I figured if I wait until then…

Marge turns her body into Fidel’s.

MARGE

Why couldn’t I have met you?  You’re the one I was looking for.  I married him because I didn’t meet you… and girls… we’re different; we need security, we look for it.  It’s not always about love.  No one else ever has love, your parents don’t have love; there’s no passion.  Your friends don’t have love.  They only have love in the movies and I always wonder what happens two weeks after the movie ends.  They probably have the same fight that broke them up in the middle of the movie– break up again or just continue the cycle and squeeze out all the passion and poof.  They’re just like everyone else.

 

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When it all goes wrong, when it all went wrong; before you knew that people would lie to you, friends would lie to you.  But it wasn’t just lies, that was the tricky part.  Like a cartoon character summoned by the aroma of a fresh baked pie on the window sill, they would lead you astray just to get the thing you were already blessed to have.  But there were two unfortunate items.  The first was, of course, you didn’t know you were blessed to have the thing.  No one told you really, they only discouraged and tried to shake it out of you with dreams of growing up in which all foolish things must be left behind.  So it was obviously fools who defined what was foolish.  The second item was that you figured as bad as they were bad-mouthing the thing you had, they couldn’t possibly want it.  Well yes and no.

 

They called her a ho’ and a slut and a tramp and any man a fool for treating her with any kind of fondness.  Your manhood was of course in question because you were treating said women with much fondness but what did you know?  You had a beautiful girl who wanted to spend every moment with you.  She walked into your high school English class with the boldness of a grifter and told your teacher that there was an emergency and you had to come right that instant.  The teacher saw the earnest expression on her face and called you out.  She’d planned on failing you anyway but it wasn’t like you cared right?  You didn’t care, you were going to rush home to your room with her; slip into your bed and get lost in ecstacy.  But we’re all horny; no, this was something more.  It wasn’t just the act, it was the feeling behind the act, how you looked at her in the dark and her face was a clear picture, it glowed as the moon.  For you it was a reflection of your happiness.  When you told her you loved her it came from a place with no words and was expressed with a feeling that was without doubt.

Image

I view the exchange as even

But many see things askew

since we are raised from a certain point of view

and in this, wherein Ouroboros bites Her tail.

@

For to bear a child is to enlist a life long ally

in which to love

And where reciprocation is as death

And of this ilk can numbers be bore

Multiply more and more

And there will be no shortage of man

For which, a seed can be sown

Rather that man be high or low

He alone cannot wholly contain the capacity of his sperm

It gives him pleasure without measure, infinite like the Gods

Even when the effort is small

It nearly drives the species to heights quite tall

@

The feeling is intensified as the circumstance becomes more bizarre

This is where men try to hide who they truly are

But our writers and recorders never lie

in describing what manner of beast, fish or fowl in which man is urged, on top, to lie

Prohibition drives the urge ever greater

But what follows is guilt and shame in nature

Man will issue seed and nature will decide in which thing it shall be sown

And Herein lies the curse as Ouroboros tastes his tail.

 




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